High on alcohol, I'm insanely happy tonight.

♥ 12:11 AM

Coming of the Sun

Base 1 Base 2 Base 3. I like the way she classifies it. Gives me some sort of direction. Puts a cap on certain things and where things are bound to end up at. Had a good game today in training, though I cramped up, they were great. Felt so refreshed, so much like my usual self, so not me now
Birthday's coming, why do I find myself not looking forward to it ? You guys really shldnt bother celebrating. K Im off, Im so tired and Ill be out tomorrow exploring with a good navigator through the hidden streets of my lovely green home, Singapore

wtf am I blabbering abt

♥ 1:37 AM

Heading in no direction

I wanted to write this down, to serve as a memory to remember things I could forget, things like these, things we did. I like the way he talks, the way he touches, his eyes, his super long sexy name, the things he say, the way he describes it, his memories, his foreign home back - somewhere Ill never see. What I anticipate, what I try to piece together, what made me tear just hearing

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Ive been constantly placing myself on the edge wanting to let go and yet I find myself being pulled back very willingly. Getting into a lot of shit lately but its really in my power if I wanted to stop the shit. Im just not cruel enough.

I heard it for the first time tonight, and it worked like magic for me.
Just kept thinking of the song. You are so gonna like it.

Music: All The Right Moves - One Republic


All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
They've got all the right moves in all the right faces
So yeah, we're going down

Just paint the picture of a perfect place
They've got it better than what anyone's told you
They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers

I know we've got it good
But they've got it made
And the grass is getting greener each day
I know things are looking up
But soon they'll take us down
before anybody's knowing our name.

They've got all the right friends in all the right places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down

Do you think I'm special?
Do you think I'm nice?
Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces?
Between the noise you hear
And the sound you like
Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces?

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
All the world is dead.

They've got,
They've got all the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
Yeah, we're going down
They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going
http://www.elyricsworld.com/all_the_right_moves_lyrics_one_republic.html
Yeah, we're going down

It doesn't matter what you see.
I know i could never be
Someone that looks like you.
It doesn't matter what you say
I know i could never face
someone that could sound like you.

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

All the right friends in all the wrong places
So yeah, we're going down
We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces
So yeah, we're going down

They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down
They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going
Yeah we're going down

Yeah we're going down
Yeah we're going down

All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down
All the right moves, hey
Yeah, we're going down

♥ 1:40 AM

He died

Yesterday. We went to see animals, came across hamsters and I was telling him my experience with them.
How fat, how diseased, how hyperactive were the hamsters my friends and I had. And he didnt say a word.
Oddly, I could guess what he was thinking, so I confirmed it.

'Are you thinking of shooting it?'
'How did you know! You can read my mind. I was thinking whether if I used my pistol to shoot it, will the bullet go straight thru or just stop halfway...'
(his pistol, back at home)

Haha I was pretty sure it will stay in the poor hamster's body. Not like its a fast speed bullet right? Anyway that was pretty funny.
The Hurt Locker was a good movie btw. We had so much fun


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Oh and I fell down for the second time in school on Friday. (Imagine me running damn fast den suddenly dropping flat to ground.) This time it was fucking hilarious. He named Friday as the 'Bash-Clarice' day because I kept injuring myself. Damned

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K so much funny things happened. I just cant keep typing like this right.
Makes this whole post weird. Got to go!

♥ 9:02 PM